It's odd to have this feeling. Not that I haven't had it before. It's
the feeling where everyone you hang out with has their own plans which
don't include you. It's when your friends go out with another friend to
watch a movie and leave you behind. It's when they head out to eat
somewhere and you aren't invited. It's plans they make without you and
just ask you if you want to go too because you happen to see or hear
what it is they're planning to do.
Well it's the
feeling of being left behind. It ain't a great feeling obviously... like
the world is spinning in circles and you're getting left behind because
perhaps for one reason or another you just don't fit in. Not that you
aren't friends still... but something like that feeling will definitely
affect the way one feels about their friend... Perhaps it's hormones,
but I doubt it. Something is different, and you just don't know if it's
something that you did or if it's just nothing...happenstance... the way
the wind is blowing...
Whatever it is... strength in
one's self and indulging in a hobby is probably the best way to handle
it for now. If things don't change, maybe it's time to find a new set of
friends. Ones who will treat you like you actually are important to
their group dynamic... well put more emotionally... ones who make you
feel like they want to spend time with you and that you are important to
them.
*You are strong! A billion plus people in the world..some of them are bound to treat you better.*
